Studies studies everytime not time to spend for ourself

"Bhuvna do Maths"
"Bhuvna prepare for ur science exam"
"Bhuvna study well for tamil exam"


Study this, that, blah, blah and blah...........
Seriously it really irritates when someone says these things......

When I truly feel like studying then only I get some other things to do what a fish yaar
It is like just closing eyes for few secs and the next exam has been started........

Studies really suck man....
Everyone is tired of studying
Our teachers tell us to study for 10hours a day and they call us to school too then how can one study for 10hours per day?
3 hours per day for traveling.
after that no time to have lunch then run for the tutions and all........

I just wanna say one thing......

Plz someone save us we students will be really thankful to that person who ban exams...
especially the board exams

What Happened to me??????????

I know the way I live is totally wrong....
I will re-pend for what I m doing now in my life but whatever I feel is something different from what others think.
Y does this happen only with me?
I know I m spoiling my life but still I can't take it what the truth is.
when my friends told about him I didn't listen now I think I deserve it.
I don't know whom to trust and whom not to.
I think I m the only scrap goat in the world for each and every person.
Why didn't I think that someone was just using me not in that manner but mentally just to show that there is someone who will caress him?????
Ya I totally agree in my previous blog I asked some questions to me itself but now I got the actual answer for that.

Ya as I told Surya (my only love in the world) that I do whatever I think at the present and think about it later and re-pend for what I did.
Ya truly whatever happened with me and whatever is happening with me I m only thinking that LIFE SUCKS.